Friday, November 5, 2010

A Moment Called Eiowyn

When my little sister died I had to find a way to cope. Writing helped a lot. So heres a poem I wrote for her...


A Moment Called ,"Eiowyn"


I can't explain it but, I can remember it. 

Mommy finally told me it was a girl.

My mind was racing, my heart was pounding, and the ideas were flowing.

I was going to have a sister.

Ribbons and curls, pretty dresses and shiny shoes.

I remember that moment of joy.

That moment that later came to be called, Eiowyn.

Sadly, I remember a moment that came to be called, Tears.
 
When Eiowyn came to be called a memory.


In remembrance of Eiowyn Sky Sequeira.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Random Thought

You know what I love? Straws with mini spoons on the end. Like ICEE straws. They're so cute. :P Thats my thought for the day. Tune in tomorrow for.... Well... For my thought of the day tomorrow.. I guess..whatever. Hmm. ^o) This sounded cooler in my head. My head is a messed up place, though, so i understand why it sounds lame. :-/ In MY head lame=cool, awesome, sike, ect. Oh well. There isn't really going to be a thought of the day unless someone asks. Alrighty then. Peace! B-)

The Life Inside of Me

One of those spontanious inspirations that come on a sleepless nights

The Life Inside Me

I feel it like thunder rumbling, lightning cracking, fire burning through my veins.

The Energy of the night lighting up our hearts.

The smell of freedom, of love and laughter, of life, and time and space floats all around me. Dancing across my skin like the friends dancing around the small backyard. Whipping my hair all around my face like it whips our joy all around our bodies.

The vibrations slither all across the grass. I can feel it transferring from the ground to my body. Moving me.

The Life Inside Me is Awake, Alive. Filling all of me, of my whole being, Over-flowing so that I can feel it bursting over the rim of my heart.

We dance through the night like it will never end.

But we know it will. All nights have to end. Another dawn must come.

The smell of freedom, of love and laughter, of life, and time and space has dissipated. The friends slowly vanishing with it.

The dew silencing the vibrations of the music in the ground and thus, the time has come for me to go.

The Life Inside Me is Asleep, Dead. Disappearing from my whole being. So that I can’t feel anything.

The night always ends and the day always comes. A depressing cycle that kills The Life Inside Me…Until…

Until tonight. When it can be brought back to life. Everything resurrected.

The freedom, the love and laughter, the life, the time and space… The vibrations! The soft rhythms that fill the night with light.

The Life Inside Me is Hopeful, Awaiting, Anticipating. It is feeling the resurrection of the night.

DNS

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

My Favorite Quotes :)

1)Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That's why it is called the present.

2)Life is a beach, build your sand castle in it.

3)Life is a party, so even if it's raining, dance!

4)Does my being half-naked bother you? -- Jacob Black

5)When life hands you lemons, screw lemonade, squeeze them in someones eyes and run like hell!!!!!!

6)Let us die young, or let us live forever.

7)You either love me, or you leave me alone.

7)I drink only to make my friends seem interesting.

8)Nothing shows a mans character more than what he laughs at.

9)Parents spend the first part of our lives teaching us to walk and talk, and the rest of it telling us to sit down and shut up.

10)Look famous. Be legendary. Appear complex. Act easy. Radiate presence. Travel light. Seem a dream. Prove real.

11)Close your eyes. Clear your heart. Let it go.

12)Take nothing but pictures, leave nothing but footprints.

13)Stand for what you believe in, even if it means you're standing alone.

14)You live and let live and eventually that becomes enough.

15)Be better than you were yesterday.

16)Freedom lies in being bold.

17)I can take the despair, it's the hope I can't stand.

18)The more you change the less you feel.

19)A womans heart should be so lost in God, that a man must seek Him in order to find her.

20)I think the worst feeling is being forgot about by someone you know you could never forget.

21)People like you are the reason we have middle fingers.

22)Life sucks and then you die. Yeah, I should be so lucky. -- The name of a chapter in Breaking Dawn*

*My favorite!